Sunday, August 1, 2010

Hello :)

Sooo finally MIA in this shit :) been busy with a whole lotta shit nikkka! haha buh yeaa anyways found some time to set aside and write about whats gone on in these past few days that ive been MIA :)

soo starting with today :)

VANESSA<3
Sooo today vanessa came and picked me up to go to 10am mass :). I still wasnt ready when she pulled up onto the driveway and then i get a text saying "blase is with us" i look at it and im like the fuck? so i get out finally and see blase seated back seat of the car next to vanessa's sister pixie. He all has his seatbelt on and everything like hes gonna come with us and im like Blase what are you doing? and he was like "I like it here I wanna go with you guys" and i was like yeaa your going to go with mommy to church well meet you guys up there and he was sad buh he said alright and got out :)

soo off we went to church (vanessa lowkey almost killed us when she was driving). Anyways we got there safely and sat in room 15 behind the arreola family and they had Lil cobe with them. It was funny cuz Blase kept talking to my sister during church. he was talking about some fat priest behind the regular priest. Basically he was the assistant of the priest and blase was like "that guy mommy he looks fat blah blah blah fat fat fat" lol and they he recognized cobe and started calling out his name to get his attention. Once he noticed that wasnt working he started phrasing cobes name differently. For example, hed say "COOOOOOOBE" Or "cooooooOOOOBE!" lol blase is funny

After church we went back to vanessas house with her sister. We chilled for like an hour resting on the sofa :D then finally we decided its time to wash her car buh then we chilled on the sofa for sooo long that we instead were like hmmm we should eat first haha. so we rumaged through her fridge and found eggs, onions, tomatoes, and potatoes. hmmmm we thought what should we make? AHHHHH well make homemade french fries haha and i was like and ill make scrambled eggs. so vanessa chopped up the potatoes i scrambled the eggs and chopped up the onions then i cut the tomatoes. YUMMM i must say :D it was good one of my favorite dishes eggs, (freshly chopped)tomatoes, ketchup and rice with a side of home made french fries :)

haha sooo after we ate vanessa was like maybe we should rest our tummies before we wash the car and i was like kk so we chilled again for another hour or something haha. then we got to washing the car :)

FUHHH it was hot. i went out there barefoot haha. i kept spraying the ground to cool it down so i can walk on it :) washing the car with my baby was fun :) we had this whole continuous pointless conversation that had no meaning. haha in the end it made us laugh and it ended with us kissing haha I<3myNessa ;)

Anyways once that was done we started getting playful with the soap and you knowwww i got her she got me and we were both pissed so we got each other more and yeee. somewhat had a soap battle buh it was fun :)

After the car wash we went back inside and chilled again we were kinda tired from the sun. then we watched the proposal :) yay it was a good movie. CUTE :) then i watched top gear again she was bored so i turned it off haha and we had a pillow fight :)

THENNNN she dropped me home haha it was funny today how she actually drove me around. kinda different buh she was cute :)


HOME
ONce home i called up axl and we worked on my bicycle :) yay i was able to get my handle grips on and the tires on. turns out that the reason my rear tire is flat cuz the tube is fucked up -____- so i have to get a new tube sighhh. anyways im glad i know what to do with my bike now and i chilled with axl and had a beer together :) haha

Finally to wrap up my day i dropped off me and vanessas notebook at her house and gave her a kiss goodnight :)

UPDATE on LiFE :)
KK sooo I've been MIA these past few months weeks and i guess days. haha Mostly ive been spending my time with SCHOOL, then work, THEN Vanessa :). sooory to all whom i havnt been able to make time to hang out with. As of Right now im pretty fucked over trying to work more hours to fix my car. yeeee just to let you guys know for those who dont know i had gotten into an accident a while ago so my car is still currently in the fixing process. I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO :( and i miss my car. Also about school im happy cuz today i checked my grades for summer classes and i pulled off an A for PSYCHOLOGY class :) woot woot.

sooo yeaa now all I have are 2 nursing pre reqs to go! ooooof then imma apply for the nursing program at every school possible haha including rcc. :) buh i really wanna go to San Diego stat University now. I think ive made a decision. however idk if ill get accepted. I HOpe soo :) and imma keep praying.

GOOOD NEWS my sister graduated from rcc nursing program. annnnnd she passed her boards so now shes a registered NURSE annnnnnnnnd she just got a job YAYYYY!!!! im proud of my sis. shes my inspiration to keep going no matter what.

BTW IM ON SUMMER BREAK LETS CHILL :)

song of the day btw :)



I Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3

Friday, June 25, 2010

:)

I'd Really like to take this time to sit and think. Look upon last year and look forward to the rest of this year.

Its what date today? June 25th 2010 Its been half a year so far and so far we still have our house, I still have my car,I still have my sis, and I still have my parents. Besides that we're still struggling, financially...

Recently my priorities(school, God, Work, nursing school) have become harder. In other words, lately I've been feeling a big load on my back that I've been trying to handle with my hands. It almost feels like I'm listening to three people at the same time and its just not working cuz I only have two ears not three. Basically I feel pretty stressed at the moment. I am also feeling pretty depressed at the moment as well.

With these feelings its been taking away my focus in classroom and outta class activities. Instead of really cracking my back on some research or study time for classes I've been unproductive recently. My lack of focus has been distracted by my work, my wants, my needs, my car accident,my gf, my family, my life in general has been affecting me dramatically.

I wish I didn't have to work.
I wish I didn't have to go to school
I wish I hadn't gotten into an accident

Why do I work? To provide for myself to not burden my parents who are already stressed as it is. To have money available for leisure time with friends family and gf. To fix my car the way I've been dreaming of. That's why I work. Its for selfish reasons and unselfish reasons. To benefit me and those around me.

Why do I go to School? Because My efforts are worth more than money can repay me. My knowledge my whole being deserves to work for something more than just the struggle through which I see and live through right now.

DAMMM this accident! DAMMM this economy! And FUCKK it!
I wish I hadn't have gotten into an accident because now all my leisure money for friends and girlfriend have been diminished. Its become a struggle. Its become stressful to now think about should I use it now or save it for later. Its become stressful to see my car in the garage not being used. Its become stressful transitioning to a car with lower MPG :(. Gas another struggle. sighh

Days were getting brighter then the clouds came and took the sun away. Thats how I feel midway through this 2010 year.

lets all stay possitive tho (hence the title of the blog)
"Everything will come in time. Just as these years have gone by quick so will this hardship." -biggyjiggy


PEACE<3

Monday, April 12, 2010

"Sunday Morning"

I went to church :) thenn after church i got home and my sisters classmates were with her. as i was walking in they were leaving and i was like "where you guys going?" and my sis was like were going to go get thai food and i was like oooooof can i come and they were like yeeea come :D so i had thai food yaaay im fat :D

her classmates are funny heather and i forgot his name buh i know hes peruvian lol.

Got home and was planning on studying buh blase kept bothering me -___- so it was either play with blase or study. I Chose playing with blase lol. it was funny cuz i wasnt even playing with blase yet he played with me. haha

He started dancing once david came over cuz he played music on his phone. Blase did the retardedest dances lol. Man that boy is crazy he started throwing things at david cuz david didnt wanna let him play with his phone. haha anyways axl finally got to the house then david told axl his near death experience in mexicali lol. Blase gave us these instruments: maracas, tamborine, and bells and said lets make a band you guys while david is trying to talk to axl and so you have a bunch of racket while david is screaming at axl lol. i contributed to most of the noise.

after hours of procrastination we finally decide to move.

First we went to walmart for me to get some chapstick then we went to pudges house to find out pudge aint there then we went to weinerschnitzel cuz thats where pudge was at. FUCKing bitch lol. Anyways it was plannned on just picking up pudge and we ended up picking up deysis sister michelle and their cousin cynthia :). We were in axls mustang and there was four of us so i decided to go into the trunk.

It was an interesting experience. it felt like riding in a wagon almost.

We finally got to pudges house were i studied for a bit then jammed for a bit with alex then hhaha practiced dancing then played some cards with axl and david.

After a while actually a long while, we decided to go to my house and i hit up tye and told him to roll through. we got to myhouse like around 11pm and he didnt show up till 12am. anyways in the meantime we talked to dre (me axl and david) about honky names lol that shit was funny <3 u dre :D no homo.

then axl gets a text saying that dad wants him home NOW! :( nooo axl

as axl is walking out the door tye rolls up haha. that sucks
lol

so axl leaves and tye fills in the void and we have a chill conversaton over a beer of heineken. i just remembered we ended up talking about poopin at one point in the conversation lol

and by 1:50am everyone is gone

Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3

Sunday, April 11, 2010

4/10/10

Michaels Bday at Asahi :D
SUSHI was BOMB <3
Had a good time. great speech kristheo lol I asked for alot of ginger and ended up not even eating it haha. We chilled outside asahi for a good like hour or so after everyone was stuffed. i think our group of four did the most work on the sushi: me axl michael and melissa. Me and axl were the trump cards. OOHHH jennas birthday cupcakes were legit. wish i had a pic to show u guys :D but that shit was dope. props jenna :D

I sawwww nadine axl, michael, mellissa de mesa, tony, jenna, eugene, nicole, jr, joseph & his gf, Matt, kristheo, and met some new people named amber and alyssa. Me and alyssa have the same phone buh hers is blue and not fucked up like mine.

While we were chillen outside matt kept climbing things haha and we were throwing a stress ball? the hell did we get a stressball?

I remember axl talking about getting a tatoo of a ruler on his leg so he can measure his penis or something. lol

umm It was chill :D
HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY MICHAELLL :D

Tyler

so after chillen nadine and mellissa decide to go to tyler and so do me and axl haha. supposedly we were suppose to meet up there buh we ended up not even chillin while over there haha.

me and axl saw this cuter pomeranian puppy i think at barkworks(i think thats the petstore name) yeee it was black and white. pretty cute no homo lol. then i checked out h&m and tried on AnF's skinny jeans. they arent that skinny haha.

Home
On our way back to my house I stopped by the gas station to get some gass and axl went pee pee in the bathroom. As i was walking back to my car i thought this girl in a tc was pretty cute. she looked kinda familiar and i caught myself starring at her lol. she probably thinks im weird or something haha cuz thats kinda the look she gave me lol. and out of nowhere NICOLE says "MARC!" and i turn around and nicole is pumping gas for idk her dad? haha yeaa that was random.

so after that we got to my house and me and axl share a heineken while i get ready for work. I thought we had only one in the fridge. It turns out that we actually have like 12 :o sooo tempting lol.

then i went to work

Work

Wasnt soo bad. actually im tired of working haha. buh im still thankful for having a job even though i complain hahaha. work kinda just takes up soo much free time its wack. Anyways I put this order in the warmer thinking it was for pick up. and im like dude wheres my delivery i know im going to have one soon buh its not anywhere and my manager checks the warmer and says this ones your delivery and im like shitt thats been in there for like thirty minutes lol. buh heyy they didnt complain after i delivered it. haha

-___- i didnt get any tips today :(

ohh well :)

That was pretty much my day in chronological order lol
other than texting vanessa whenever i had time

Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3

Saturday, April 10, 2010

04/09/10

Hiking Up Mt. Rubidoux
Was pretty awesome. Thanks again Crystal for taking me up there.

So yea I drove to crystals house then she drove to the mountain. When we got there Me and Crystal hike up the back trail which was a freaking dirt trail and super steep. WE kept slippin. Like literally at one point we were crawling lol. then Crystal slips and starts sliding down the trail lol lucky for her i caught her arm haha. then I told her we should go walk along the grass part of the trail that way we dont slip on the dirt. so yea we shoulda done that from the start.

It was a beautiful view :)

Only bad part about it was the many many many bugs and the fact a bug flew into my eye buhh i barely blocked it with my eyelid and that mother fucker stung it. haha i looked stupid saying ahh haha and swiping at my eyelid. Crystal got nasty bug bites all over her legos haha.

All in all super chill hike. it was fun and it was a beautiful View :D
Makes me wanna get a camera :D

buh yeaa after that we met up with daniel and me and daniel tried to fix crystal's overheating miata. we somewhat fixed it buh not all the way.

Crystal had to go to work so we just gave her back the car i dropped daniel home and then i went home. showered and then got ready for work. 6-8 shift.

Work:
TONS OF DISHES right when i get on the clock. super lines and everything is busy. :)
Ohhh i got this weird ass customer over the phone today. I answered the phone saying "thank you for calling round table pizza moreno valley would you like to try one of our classic specialty pizzas for just 16.99" and she was like "ohhh great I was just going to ask you that. What are your specials?" i responded saying "well we have a large double pepperoni pizza and an extra large big vinnie pizza both for 12.99" and she was like "ohh okay so its a double..okay ohhh okay and oooh ohhkay its a double.. ohh and did you say... ohh okay and ohh uhh u said ohh okay so u said... okay okay..." basically she kept stuttering and it took her like 30 seconds to like finally repeat what i have just said to her haha.

soo yea phones and dishes for my first hours then i get a delivery :) yayyy delivery. Turns out this one is all retarded just like that customer cuz apparently the visa credit card receipt was different from the register receipt so im like wtf? and my manager says for me to call him when i get to the location. so yea i head out and i get lost because whoever took the order entered the wrong cross street intersection. I was at JFK and perris and was supposed to be at Kitching and cactus. -____- so it takes me about thirty minutes to get there then when i get there i call my manager and this long ass conversation goes down. felt sorry for the customer cuz he had to wait a while for his pizza buhh hey it wasnt my fault. so total it took me about an hour from start to finish. wow lol

AFTER Work:
I went home and changed. then drove to my dad's friend, Jean's, house. cuz vanessa was over there and i wanted to chill with her. When i got there my dad was like Marc why u here? (he was lowkey trying to get me to say im here to see vanessa) haha i was like cuz im hungry? hahah and Jean's wife elizabeth is like "good answer!" haha

so yea it was chill. i had some bomb pancit and pinakbet(dont know if i spelled that right) some strawberries and othere fooodds :D it was good. Finished reading ch.4 of vanessas book with vanessa lol i was trying to act out the characters. I also played some wii fit i think? that obstacle course is no joke nigga lol. then I taught vanessa how to drive stick shift. haha she died so many times ohh and one of them was the smoothest die ive ever felt haha. She gots it she just need some practice :)

It was super cold afterward and i didnt have a jacket -___- vanessas side kept some of me warm tho lol.

Then her parents say were leaving in two minutes and it ends up being like twenty haha.
then when they leave my dad asks me is vanessa your girlfriend now? and im like no haha and hes like just kiss her and thats it lol and i was like is that how you and mom did and he was like yea she liked it. hhahaha

Walmart:

Went to walmart for some face wash since i was out and fuckk long as line. took me thirty minutes to buy my face wash it sucked. :(

Saw Christina working :D haha

so yea today was coo. nice ass view, almost fixed crystals car, work was somewhat interesting haha, Jean's house with vanessa :), then stupid walmart haha

Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

So SOOO HAPPY :D

As the Title says.. im "so SOOO HAPPY :D"
cuz today I fixed my car :D After a long Month trying to figure out what could be wrong and take frustrating steps and putting forth the time to fix it too only come up empty handed is now long gone :D. soo yeee

Thought today was gonna be lame cuz as i get out of class today my manager calls me and tells me im supposed to be scheduled today buh since the computer fucked up on the schedule it wasnt printed on there for me to see. so yeaa it bummed me out cuz i was going to take out vanessa and melina even tho i dont know any nice places in moreno valley haha. buh yeaa i was kinda bummed. then i was also sad cuz i was going to drop a hundred dollars on this car part. Since ive only experienced failures on the car so far i wasnt to optimistic about this. However me and others have put in alot of analysis and thought into that this key part maybe the leading cause for the way my engine has been fucking running like shit. so i was like whatever i bought it. plugeed it in turned on the car. :DYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

it worked!!!

wooot wooot

time to pop bottles and drink some beer lol

buh yeaa im sooo happy now

THen Axl came over then we went to vanessas house and melina was there. We played uno. I kept skippin axl because i felt like that was my purpose in life (at that time we were playing uno lol). it was fun then i had work -___-

it sucked that they let me off early because it was slow. buh fuckk it i didnt wanna be there anyways ;) haha
so i was sorta happy i got off work today



overall i thought today wasnt going to be the greatest day buh it turned out to be one of the bestest days. that overall feeling of happiness. :) something that only comes once in a while came today. It made my day and my life so much better.

Thanks to those who all tried helping me fix my car :)
just to name a few Chris, Greg, Axl, Daniel, Cap(spyderchat.com), and ian thanks :D

so that was my day
school
car
vanessa
work
home

Highlights of the day
CAR! Axl and Vanessa

Hope you guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Depressing

How my car isnt running good and the mechanic wants like 1250 to fix it. so far ive been fixing it with some friends whenever were all available. so far spent like 200 bucks buh still not running good. Almost there tho. I just miss driving it soo much it kills just driving the camry everyday. Its been like three weeks that ive gone without it. lol im like addicted to driving my car haha. buh heyy i love it :D and i cant wait to have it back up and running. toyotafest 2010 :D april 17th


however :D
on the bright sideeee ive been doing me and been really thinking about what i really want in life. :)

First things first.

I gotta get my car running
Fix it up while i get fitted
Have my belly toned out for summer beach time :D

then just doooo work in school
till i find her :)

then my lifes complete. I already found the homies fo life foo lol so thats all i need to work on from here on out :D


Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3