Wednesday, February 24, 2010

LACMA

WAS DOPE. Thanks for inviting me there axl :)
I suggest everyone go there. Theres something interesting for every eye out there.

Mission LACMA:
So its me kevin and axl. Axl is driving the corolla and when he comes and picks me up he says were already running late and we still have to pick up kevin D: omg. hahah so we finally pick up kevin and now were on our way.

Axl lets his teacher know that hes going to be late and stuff.. till we get lost in downtown LA that we get there much later like almost 3 hours late i think? or was it two? anyways we were fucking late as fuckkkk.

For clarification purposes: We went to LACMA for axls Art class. they had to go for an assignment and his teacher said he could bring some friends. so me and kevin got in for free :D yeeeeyaaa


The bee Sting:

Sooo were driving around dtown LA with the windows down. I felt this like leaf thing hit my face and get stuck on me and thought it was just a leaf that got caught on my face. I was thinking the wind would just blow it off or something till i noticed that the wind wasnt blowing off the leaf. So i tried to knock it out with my hand. I touched it but it didnt come off and thats when i felt it move and then this burning pain on my CHEEEK i started screaming and wailing "its a beee fuck ahhhh it got me fuckkk dammit it burnssss" haha and axl is laughing and so with kevin and im like slappy my face silly looking dummb as fuckkk hahah and they are just laughing till i finally swat that shit next to axl he starts trippin and actually took his eyes off the road and stared at the bee "get it away!! get it away!" haha

i got a napkin and threw that bee out the fucking window. OMG that sting was horrible. and it scared the shit out of me. hahaha


Lost:

kk so here we are lost in dtown La so we decide fuck it were so late already theres no point in rushing why not stop and look around? so thats what we did haha

we found these chairs and so we sat on em and took some pics then this bumm came out of no where and started scolding us. i was scared i thought he was going to just start beating up on axl and kevin

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haha that shit was funny tho.

Theres so many weird ass bums tho. Like we got freaked out so we left and then as we were walking outside this bum takes this branch from a tree and tosses it on the floor delicately like an explosive toward this guy whos doing some kind of street cleaning kinda thing and then he jogs away. haha It was like he was putting a curse on him. we were like WTF?
hahah

soo yeee then we finally made it to LACMA saw some awesome artwork. afterwards we got really hungry and went to a all u can eat korean bbq. that shit wasnt even good and we were fucking full as fuck cuz they charge like 20% if you leave leftovers. haha and it sucked cuz i didnt see that shit and i got all this rice. so me and axl ate it all haha

got back home safe and sound
The End

Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3

February 11th 2010!!

This post is super late. buhh looking at these pictures again made me wanna retell memoirs of what happened that night :D

haha

HERE WE GOO!!!

Starting off the night with some yager!! haha


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Then came the BeerPONG.
Note me and axl already had a shot of yager then while were playing beer pong were sippin on a beer. its our lil "pre-game warmup" :D

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Ohhh sooo me and axl won this game apparently. We were soo fucked up we kept missing to the left and to the right. Same with the opponents. We were both one cup each. thennn after a long ass stalemate me and axl started fucking around doing jumpshots, shooting from long range, doing tricks, everything you could possibly do for fun lol. Then axl Jumps up in the air says "SUPER SAIYAN!!" and with great force he chucks the ball and hits the opponents cup and knocks it over. So yay i guesss we win hahahah.

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ohhh and he just got fucked up all night long haha
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Me and Marvveeeee
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I think this pic shows that the alcohol is starting to influence our behaviors
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so it seems like everyone is gone now haha
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Biggyjiggy's signature pose :D
yeee when i smile like this dont let me drive home
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lol theres the smile and I attempted my POSE haha
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The others started to catch on to it
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Drunks singing karaoke!
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i love this pic haha
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This is what a drunk looks like singing karaoke he poses with his beer
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Hes soo drunk lol
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All he was saying that night "Wheres my Phone?!"
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"Wheres my Phone?!"
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Denny's
Starting to sober up buh not really
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Hes still gone
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He would fall asleep on the fucking thingyy haha so we all decided to take pics with him :)
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The only pic where i didnt do my pose hahah
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Well that was it we all fell asleep in random places and got home in the morning at 7am

Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3


Friday, February 19, 2010

Thats What You Get

I've always liked this song because of the melody rhythm and the drums hit me. The lyrics were also catchy haha buh ive never really looked into it untill Bethy told me to listen to the lyrics. Soo today as i was listening to this song i decided to look up the lyrics.

and Ive learned that this song is more than just "thats what you get when you let your heart win." Some may agree and some may not agree with me but either way whats my opinion is mine and whats yours is yours.

So with that said... I feel that this song is about a person who is trying to move on from a previous relationship yet the feelings of attachment keep bringing him/her back to the ex. And it also touches up on the thoughts that some may go through after a break up. For instance "I can't decide, You have made it harder/ just to go on/ And why, all the possibilities/ well i was wrong" explains how they have considered the possible ways to make the relationship better which brings hope back into the relationship only to realize that they were wrong.

idk tho haha. its a pretty deep piece of music.
but the lyrics that hit me the most is "I wonder, how am i supposed to feel/ When you're not here/ Cause I, burned every bridge I ever built/ When you were here" Basically the singer is saying What the fuck do i do now that were not together cuz when you and i were together it was only me and you no one else. Basically shes saying that she cut off or burned the bridges(relationships) with friends just so that no one would interfere.

I hope none of you guys are in a relationship like that. Its coo to have a girlfriend and bf but always try to keep it coo with everyone still. dont isolate yourselves or become distant its not really healthy fo ya. be balanced its more healthy psychologically speaking :)

kk

Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3

Another Day In my Life

As usual im writing again about another day in my life. so if your interested please read on :D haha

So I woke up today pissed. I was sleepy still buh had to go get ready for anatomy. Today was my second day if i had missed they probably wouldve dropped me since there are people still waiting to take my spot if in case i decide to drop or get dropped. so i got up brushed my stank breath(idk how to spell it). ate some eggs tomato and rice with some awakening tea. then i ate some more i forgot tho.

Anyways i was able to get to school a lil early so i decided stop by the bookstore so i can buy my lab manual. it was closed -___- so i power walked for nothing. Possitively speaking i did burn more calories. Lab was chill then lecture i was falling asleep haha. then i got this bomb sandwhich from the lil express cafeteria at the rcc moval campus and also bought one for study bud bethy. it was BOMB she got the roast beef and i got the ham with this molasses tasting looking rye bread. BOMB. haha

Im soo happy tho cuz i got my anatomy book which is originally 200 bucks for around 25 bucks. it was funny cuz i was at the bookstore and this lady tells me to go online to half.com and purchase it there its way cheaper. Basically half.com is an ebay kinda thing for books. so yea i check it out at the library and see the one for 25 bucks. i decide to get it so i drive back home real quick. It turns out that the seller is in MOVAL so im like hell yeaaa i purchase it.

now while im shitting i get a call from tye. "yo marc did you buy a book from half.com" and im like yea? and hes like haha "brians brother is the one thats selling it ill drop it off right now" haha so i got to see tye today and get my book the same day and save about 120 bucks. :D

and thats just a lil bit bout my day

Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Contemplating

Valentines day Lunch with Parents:

So today on the way home from BJ's with the parents. My dad talking bout money again and lately ive been feeling that im not up for nursing. Im not saying that i feel like I can't do it. Anyone can do anything. What im saying is im starting to think that maybe nursing isnt for me For the following reasons:

1. Im not a multitasker!
2. Im not clutch hahah
3. Its all about skill

Lemme clarify some things
Knowing myself, im Not good at multitasking. I tend to get focused on one thing and forget about others. As a nurse there are multiple patients that you must attend too. haha i dont want to forget about treating them. Yea i can easily write up a note and stuff to remind myself buh i think it would kinda stress me out cuz I like patterns and a set schedule. I know when imma be working as a nurse everyday could be a different schedule. This throws off my performance some how because it stresses me out haha.

I wouldnt want to be working on patients when im not performing my best.

Also nursing involves alot of skill in patient care. i know that when your on the job you do not experience or perform every single skill or practice you learned in nursing school. I need repetition in order to be very clutch and skillfull in my patient care. With that said, when im on the job, its expected that I can do everything buh since i dont do everything every single day routinely overtime my skill in patient care would not be very skillful in the end haha. Thats another stress that affects my performance. In addition to that any mistakes i make would make me liable and i could lose my liscense and get sued haha fuckk!


soo With all this thinking i thought about changing my major to nutrition :D

Why?
because no patient skill practices are needed. just doing paperwork and figuring out what patients should eat due to their circumstances. I find this a much easier and less stressful job as compared to a nurse. they both make about the same money sooo why not?

GAME PLAN

Imma get either one of these degrees if not all!

Cal State LA Bound :)
Nutritional Science B.S.
Nutritional Science with option in coordinated dietetics B.S.
Nutritional Science with option in Nutrition B.S.

Cal State LB Bound :)
Dietetics and Food Administration B.S. with food science option
Dietetics and Food Administration B.S. with Nutrition and Dietetics option

Cal State SF Bound :)
Diatetics B.S.

I havnt really decided which school i want to go to yet. buh they all sound really good :)

so this is where im at now

thanks for readin
hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Here We Go

So it turns out we can't afford our house payments. I've ignored this fact for quite a while. My mom's been in denial for quite a while and my Dad has just given up. Recession finally strikes!

Anyways tonight we've had a family discussion. My Dad is too sick to work and the stress is making him more sick each and every day. My mom knows it too but she still pressures my dad to work because we can't afford the house without him working. In compensation for this predicament, my sister has decided take over the house payments once she graduates nursing school, Spring 2010. However, will we still have the house by then or will we lose the house while shes in the middle of her last semester of nursing school? Not only that but will she be able to land a job quick after she graduates? The chances of finding a job out there as a nurse has also become very slim due to national debts and that not many people have jobs anymore they cannot pay for their health bills. In addition to that because the job possitions are getting slimmer the employers are going to hire those with more experience.

Basically our only means of keeping our house is in the hands of my sister.

Of course there are other options but this option seems to be the most realistic.

As for me, this situation just stresses me out because FINALLY I got the car I have been wanting for a long time. And also I got a job to fix it up like i wanted to and get fitted. But this situation puts me at a stand still. Should i fix up my car? if we lose the house my car will not have any garage to stay fresh and itll just rot and ill waste my money. Whats the point of having fresh clothes if i MIGHT need the money for school supplies. Basically it stresses me out to finally get to the point where i have the chance to obtain what ive been wanting and not be able to do it because i need to use the money for other things such as school. In other words ive been longing to live this way for a long time since middle school. I want the money the cars the clothes because i have never had it handed to me. I did a couple times have some shopping days buhh they were only short lived. I always had to mix up last years with a couple of new years with some fits from three years ago. To this day i still were clothes from seventh grade.

It sucks to finally be able to do what you want and be held back by something like this.

So i thought about todays discussion. Inspired from my sister's lil speech about how this is not about me anymore this about Blase and his Future. Hes going to be Five. I want to be a good mom and im doing this all for Blase. I too want to be a good father someday so its set!

Priorities: School, visit God, Work, and Nursing school

This is 2010. Last year was 2009. I am capable of doing anything. I have it in me. I just need to let it out. Everything will come in time. Just as these years have gone by quick so will this hardship.

Short-term Goals: six pack by summer, get A's in Nursing pre-requisites and work on drumming rudiments

Long Term Goals: Graduate rcc with an Associates in Science Degree, Associates in Math and Science Degree, and an Associates in Nursing Degree; tear it up on the drumset, Get my BS in nursing from Fullerton, UCLA, San Bernardino, or LongBeach. Possibly get my MS in nursing



Here we Go 2010!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

2009

Has past and gone away. buhhh ill never forget those moments of 2009 thanks BLOG! :DDDD