Sooo finally MIA in this shit :) been busy with a whole lotta shit nikkka! haha buh yeaa anyways found some time to set aside and write about whats gone on in these past few days that ive been MIA :)
soo starting with today :)
VANESSA<3
Sooo today vanessa came and picked me up to go to 10am mass :). I still wasnt ready when she pulled up onto the driveway and then i get a text saying "blase is with us" i look at it and im like the fuck? so i get out finally and see blase seated back seat of the car next to vanessa's sister pixie. He all has his seatbelt on and everything like hes gonna come with us and im like Blase what are you doing? and he was like "I like it here I wanna go with you guys" and i was like yeaa your going to go with mommy to church well meet you guys up there and he was sad buh he said alright and got out :)
soo off we went to church (vanessa lowkey almost killed us when she was driving). Anyways we got there safely and sat in room 15 behind the arreola family and they had Lil cobe with them. It was funny cuz Blase kept talking to my sister during church. he was talking about some fat priest behind the regular priest. Basically he was the assistant of the priest and blase was like "that guy mommy he looks fat blah blah blah fat fat fat" lol and they he recognized cobe and started calling out his name to get his attention. Once he noticed that wasnt working he started phrasing cobes name differently. For example, hed say "COOOOOOOBE" Or "cooooooOOOOBE!" lol blase is funny
After church we went back to vanessas house with her sister. We chilled for like an hour resting on the sofa :D then finally we decided its time to wash her car buh then we chilled on the sofa for sooo long that we instead were like hmmm we should eat first haha. so we rumaged through her fridge and found eggs, onions, tomatoes, and potatoes. hmmmm we thought what should we make? AHHHHH well make homemade french fries haha and i was like and ill make scrambled eggs. so vanessa chopped up the potatoes i scrambled the eggs and chopped up the onions then i cut the tomatoes. YUMMM i must say :D it was good one of my favorite dishes eggs, (freshly chopped)tomatoes, ketchup and rice with a side of home made french fries :)
haha sooo after we ate vanessa was like maybe we should rest our tummies before we wash the car and i was like kk so we chilled again for another hour or something haha. then we got to washing the car :)
FUHHH it was hot. i went out there barefoot haha. i kept spraying the ground to cool it down so i can walk on it :) washing the car with my baby was fun :) we had this whole continuous pointless conversation that had no meaning. haha in the end it made us laugh and it ended with us kissing haha I<3myNessa ;)
Anyways once that was done we started getting playful with the soap and you knowwww i got her she got me and we were both pissed so we got each other more and yeee. somewhat had a soap battle buh it was fun :)
After the car wash we went back inside and chilled again we were kinda tired from the sun. then we watched the proposal :) yay it was a good movie. CUTE :) then i watched top gear again she was bored so i turned it off haha and we had a pillow fight :)
THENNNN she dropped me home haha it was funny today how she actually drove me around. kinda different buh she was cute :)
HOME
ONce home i called up axl and we worked on my bicycle :) yay i was able to get my handle grips on and the tires on. turns out that the reason my rear tire is flat cuz the tube is fucked up -____- so i have to get a new tube sighhh. anyways im glad i know what to do with my bike now and i chilled with axl and had a beer together :) haha
Finally to wrap up my day i dropped off me and vanessas notebook at her house and gave her a kiss goodnight :)
UPDATE on LiFE :)
KK sooo I've been MIA these past few months weeks and i guess days. haha Mostly ive been spending my time with SCHOOL, then work, THEN Vanessa :). sooory to all whom i havnt been able to make time to hang out with. As of Right now im pretty fucked over trying to work more hours to fix my car. yeeee just to let you guys know for those who dont know i had gotten into an accident a while ago so my car is still currently in the fixing process. I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO :( and i miss my car. Also about school im happy cuz today i checked my grades for summer classes and i pulled off an A for PSYCHOLOGY class :) woot woot.
sooo yeaa now all I have are 2 nursing pre reqs to go! ooooof then imma apply for the nursing program at every school possible haha including rcc. :) buh i really wanna go to San Diego stat University now. I think ive made a decision. however idk if ill get accepted. I HOpe soo :) and imma keep praying.
GOOOD NEWS my sister graduated from rcc nursing program. annnnnd she passed her boards so now shes a registered NURSE annnnnnnnnd she just got a job YAYYYY!!!! im proud of my sis. shes my inspiration to keep going no matter what.
BTW IM ON SUMMER BREAK LETS CHILL :)
song of the day btw :)
I Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
:)
I'd Really like to take this time to sit and think. Look upon last year and look forward to the rest of this year.
Its what date today? June 25th 2010 Its been half a year so far and so far we still have our house, I still have my car,I still have my sis, and I still have my parents. Besides that we're still struggling, financially...
Recently my priorities(school, God, Work, nursing school) have become harder. In other words, lately I've been feeling a big load on my back that I've been trying to handle with my hands. It almost feels like I'm listening to three people at the same time and its just not working cuz I only have two ears not three. Basically I feel pretty stressed at the moment. I am also feeling pretty depressed at the moment as well.
With these feelings its been taking away my focus in classroom and outta class activities. Instead of really cracking my back on some research or study time for classes I've been unproductive recently. My lack of focus has been distracted by my work, my wants, my needs, my car accident,my gf, my family, my life in general has been affecting me dramatically.
I wish I didn't have to work.
I wish I didn't have to go to school
I wish I hadn't gotten into an accident
Why do I work? To provide for myself to not burden my parents who are already stressed as it is. To have money available for leisure time with friends family and gf. To fix my car the way I've been dreaming of. That's why I work. Its for selfish reasons and unselfish reasons. To benefit me and those around me.
Why do I go to School? Because My efforts are worth more than money can repay me. My knowledge my whole being deserves to work for something more than just the struggle through which I see and live through right now.
DAMMM this accident! DAMMM this economy! And FUCKK it!
I wish I hadn't have gotten into an accident because now all my leisure money for friends and girlfriend have been diminished. Its become a struggle. Its become stressful to now think about should I use it now or save it for later. Its become stressful to see my car in the garage not being used. Its become stressful transitioning to a car with lower MPG :(. Gas another struggle. sighh
Days were getting brighter then the clouds came and took the sun away. Thats how I feel midway through this 2010 year.
lets all stay possitive tho (hence the title of the blog)
"Everything will come in time. Just as these years have gone by quick so will this hardship." -biggyjiggy
PEACE<3
Its what date today? June 25th 2010 Its been half a year so far and so far we still have our house, I still have my car,I still have my sis, and I still have my parents. Besides that we're still struggling, financially...
Recently my priorities(school, God, Work, nursing school) have become harder. In other words, lately I've been feeling a big load on my back that I've been trying to handle with my hands. It almost feels like I'm listening to three people at the same time and its just not working cuz I only have two ears not three. Basically I feel pretty stressed at the moment. I am also feeling pretty depressed at the moment as well.
With these feelings its been taking away my focus in classroom and outta class activities. Instead of really cracking my back on some research or study time for classes I've been unproductive recently. My lack of focus has been distracted by my work, my wants, my needs, my car accident,my gf, my family, my life in general has been affecting me dramatically.
I wish I didn't have to work.
I wish I didn't have to go to school
I wish I hadn't gotten into an accident
Why do I work? To provide for myself to not burden my parents who are already stressed as it is. To have money available for leisure time with friends family and gf. To fix my car the way I've been dreaming of. That's why I work. Its for selfish reasons and unselfish reasons. To benefit me and those around me.
Why do I go to School? Because My efforts are worth more than money can repay me. My knowledge my whole being deserves to work for something more than just the struggle through which I see and live through right now.
DAMMM this accident! DAMMM this economy! And FUCKK it!
I wish I hadn't have gotten into an accident because now all my leisure money for friends and girlfriend have been diminished. Its become a struggle. Its become stressful to now think about should I use it now or save it for later. Its become stressful to see my car in the garage not being used. Its become stressful transitioning to a car with lower MPG :(. Gas another struggle. sighh
Days were getting brighter then the clouds came and took the sun away. Thats how I feel midway through this 2010 year.
lets all stay possitive tho (hence the title of the blog)
"Everything will come in time. Just as these years have gone by quick so will this hardship." -biggyjiggy
PEACE<3
Monday, April 12, 2010
"Sunday Morning"
I went to church :) thenn after church i got home and my sisters classmates were with her. as i was walking in they were leaving and i was like "where you guys going?" and my sis was like were going to go get thai food and i was like oooooof can i come and they were like yeeea come :D so i had thai food yaaay im fat :D
her classmates are funny heather and i forgot his name buh i know hes peruvian lol.
Got home and was planning on studying buh blase kept bothering me -___- so it was either play with blase or study. I Chose playing with blase lol. it was funny cuz i wasnt even playing with blase yet he played with me. haha
He started dancing once david came over cuz he played music on his phone. Blase did the retardedest dances lol. Man that boy is crazy he started throwing things at david cuz david didnt wanna let him play with his phone. haha anyways axl finally got to the house then david told axl his near death experience in mexicali lol. Blase gave us these instruments: maracas, tamborine, and bells and said lets make a band you guys while david is trying to talk to axl and so you have a bunch of racket while david is screaming at axl lol. i contributed to most of the noise.
after hours of procrastination we finally decide to move.
First we went to walmart for me to get some chapstick then we went to pudges house to find out pudge aint there then we went to weinerschnitzel cuz thats where pudge was at. FUCKing bitch lol. Anyways it was plannned on just picking up pudge and we ended up picking up deysis sister michelle and their cousin cynthia :). We were in axls mustang and there was four of us so i decided to go into the trunk.
It was an interesting experience. it felt like riding in a wagon almost.
We finally got to pudges house were i studied for a bit then jammed for a bit with alex then hhaha practiced dancing then played some cards with axl and david.
After a while actually a long while, we decided to go to my house and i hit up tye and told him to roll through. we got to myhouse like around 11pm and he didnt show up till 12am. anyways in the meantime we talked to dre (me axl and david) about honky names lol that shit was funny <3 u dre :D no homo.
then axl gets a text saying that dad wants him home NOW! :( nooo axl
as axl is walking out the door tye rolls up haha. that sucks
lol
so axl leaves and tye fills in the void and we have a chill conversaton over a beer of heineken. i just remembered we ended up talking about poopin at one point in the conversation lol
and by 1:50am everyone is gone
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
her classmates are funny heather and i forgot his name buh i know hes peruvian lol.
Got home and was planning on studying buh blase kept bothering me -___- so it was either play with blase or study. I Chose playing with blase lol. it was funny cuz i wasnt even playing with blase yet he played with me. haha
He started dancing once david came over cuz he played music on his phone. Blase did the retardedest dances lol. Man that boy is crazy he started throwing things at david cuz david didnt wanna let him play with his phone. haha anyways axl finally got to the house then david told axl his near death experience in mexicali lol. Blase gave us these instruments: maracas, tamborine, and bells and said lets make a band you guys while david is trying to talk to axl and so you have a bunch of racket while david is screaming at axl lol. i contributed to most of the noise.
after hours of procrastination we finally decide to move.
First we went to walmart for me to get some chapstick then we went to pudges house to find out pudge aint there then we went to weinerschnitzel cuz thats where pudge was at. FUCKing bitch lol. Anyways it was plannned on just picking up pudge and we ended up picking up deysis sister michelle and their cousin cynthia :). We were in axls mustang and there was four of us so i decided to go into the trunk.
It was an interesting experience. it felt like riding in a wagon almost.
We finally got to pudges house were i studied for a bit then jammed for a bit with alex then hhaha practiced dancing then played some cards with axl and david.
After a while actually a long while, we decided to go to my house and i hit up tye and told him to roll through. we got to myhouse like around 11pm and he didnt show up till 12am. anyways in the meantime we talked to dre (me axl and david) about honky names lol that shit was funny <3 u dre :D no homo.
then axl gets a text saying that dad wants him home NOW! :( nooo axl
as axl is walking out the door tye rolls up haha. that sucks
lol
so axl leaves and tye fills in the void and we have a chill conversaton over a beer of heineken. i just remembered we ended up talking about poopin at one point in the conversation lol
and by 1:50am everyone is gone
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Sunday, April 11, 2010
4/10/10
Michaels Bday at Asahi :D
SUSHI was BOMB <3
Had a good time. great speech kristheo lol I asked for alot of ginger and ended up not even eating it haha. We chilled outside asahi for a good like hour or so after everyone was stuffed. i think our group of four did the most work on the sushi: me axl michael and melissa. Me and axl were the trump cards. OOHHH jennas birthday cupcakes were legit. wish i had a pic to show u guys :D but that shit was dope. props jenna :D
I sawwww nadine axl, michael, mellissa de mesa, tony, jenna, eugene, nicole, jr, joseph & his gf, Matt, kristheo, and met some new people named amber and alyssa. Me and alyssa have the same phone buh hers is blue and not fucked up like mine.
While we were chillen outside matt kept climbing things haha and we were throwing a stress ball? the hell did we get a stressball?
I remember axl talking about getting a tatoo of a ruler on his leg so he can measure his penis or something. lol
umm It was chill :D
HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY MICHAELLL :D
Tyler
so after chillen nadine and mellissa decide to go to tyler and so do me and axl haha. supposedly we were suppose to meet up there buh we ended up not even chillin while over there haha.
me and axl saw this cuter pomeranian puppy i think at barkworks(i think thats the petstore name) yeee it was black and white. pretty cute no homo lol. then i checked out h&m and tried on AnF's skinny jeans. they arent that skinny haha.
Home
On our way back to my house I stopped by the gas station to get some gass and axl went pee pee in the bathroom. As i was walking back to my car i thought this girl in a tc was pretty cute. she looked kinda familiar and i caught myself starring at her lol. she probably thinks im weird or something haha cuz thats kinda the look she gave me lol. and out of nowhere NICOLE says "MARC!" and i turn around and nicole is pumping gas for idk her dad? haha yeaa that was random.
so after that we got to my house and me and axl share a heineken while i get ready for work. I thought we had only one in the fridge. It turns out that we actually have like 12 :o sooo tempting lol.
then i went to work
Work
Wasnt soo bad. actually im tired of working haha. buh im still thankful for having a job even though i complain hahaha. work kinda just takes up soo much free time its wack. Anyways I put this order in the warmer thinking it was for pick up. and im like dude wheres my delivery i know im going to have one soon buh its not anywhere and my manager checks the warmer and says this ones your delivery and im like shitt thats been in there for like thirty minutes lol. buh heyy they didnt complain after i delivered it. haha
-___- i didnt get any tips today :(
ohh well :)
That was pretty much my day in chronological order lol
other than texting vanessa whenever i had time
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
SUSHI was BOMB <3
Had a good time. great speech kristheo lol I asked for alot of ginger and ended up not even eating it haha. We chilled outside asahi for a good like hour or so after everyone was stuffed. i think our group of four did the most work on the sushi: me axl michael and melissa. Me and axl were the trump cards. OOHHH jennas birthday cupcakes were legit. wish i had a pic to show u guys :D but that shit was dope. props jenna :D
I sawwww nadine axl, michael, mellissa de mesa, tony, jenna, eugene, nicole, jr, joseph & his gf, Matt, kristheo, and met some new people named amber and alyssa. Me and alyssa have the same phone buh hers is blue and not fucked up like mine.
While we were chillen outside matt kept climbing things haha and we were throwing a stress ball? the hell did we get a stressball?
I remember axl talking about getting a tatoo of a ruler on his leg so he can measure his penis or something. lol
umm It was chill :D
HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY MICHAELLL :D
Tyler
so after chillen nadine and mellissa decide to go to tyler and so do me and axl haha. supposedly we were suppose to meet up there buh we ended up not even chillin while over there haha.
me and axl saw this cuter pomeranian puppy i think at barkworks(i think thats the petstore name) yeee it was black and white. pretty cute no homo lol. then i checked out h&m and tried on AnF's skinny jeans. they arent that skinny haha.
Home
On our way back to my house I stopped by the gas station to get some gass and axl went pee pee in the bathroom. As i was walking back to my car i thought this girl in a tc was pretty cute. she looked kinda familiar and i caught myself starring at her lol. she probably thinks im weird or something haha cuz thats kinda the look she gave me lol. and out of nowhere NICOLE says "MARC!" and i turn around and nicole is pumping gas for idk her dad? haha yeaa that was random.
so after that we got to my house and me and axl share a heineken while i get ready for work. I thought we had only one in the fridge. It turns out that we actually have like 12 :o sooo tempting lol.
then i went to work
Work
Wasnt soo bad. actually im tired of working haha. buh im still thankful for having a job even though i complain hahaha. work kinda just takes up soo much free time its wack. Anyways I put this order in the warmer thinking it was for pick up. and im like dude wheres my delivery i know im going to have one soon buh its not anywhere and my manager checks the warmer and says this ones your delivery and im like shitt thats been in there for like thirty minutes lol. buh heyy they didnt complain after i delivered it. haha
-___- i didnt get any tips today :(
ohh well :)
That was pretty much my day in chronological order lol
other than texting vanessa whenever i had time
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Saturday, April 10, 2010
04/09/10
Hiking Up Mt. Rubidoux
Was pretty awesome. Thanks again Crystal for taking me up there.
So yea I drove to crystals house then she drove to the mountain. When we got there Me and Crystal hike up the back trail which was a freaking dirt trail and super steep. WE kept slippin. Like literally at one point we were crawling lol. then Crystal slips and starts sliding down the trail lol lucky for her i caught her arm haha. then I told her we should go walk along the grass part of the trail that way we dont slip on the dirt. so yea we shoulda done that from the start.
It was a beautiful view :)
Only bad part about it was the many many many bugs and the fact a bug flew into my eye buhh i barely blocked it with my eyelid and that mother fucker stung it. haha i looked stupid saying ahh haha and swiping at my eyelid. Crystal got nasty bug bites all over her legos haha.
All in all super chill hike. it was fun and it was a beautiful View :D
Makes me wanna get a camera :D
buh yeaa after that we met up with daniel and me and daniel tried to fix crystal's overheating miata. we somewhat fixed it buh not all the way.
Crystal had to go to work so we just gave her back the car i dropped daniel home and then i went home. showered and then got ready for work. 6-8 shift.
Work:
TONS OF DISHES right when i get on the clock. super lines and everything is busy. :)
Ohhh i got this weird ass customer over the phone today. I answered the phone saying "thank you for calling round table pizza moreno valley would you like to try one of our classic specialty pizzas for just 16.99" and she was like "ohhh great I was just going to ask you that. What are your specials?" i responded saying "well we have a large double pepperoni pizza and an extra large big vinnie pizza both for 12.99" and she was like "ohh okay so its a double..okay ohhh okay and oooh ohhkay its a double.. ohh and did you say... ohh okay and ohh uhh u said ohh okay so u said... okay okay..." basically she kept stuttering and it took her like 30 seconds to like finally repeat what i have just said to her haha.
soo yea phones and dishes for my first hours then i get a delivery :) yayyy delivery. Turns out this one is all retarded just like that customer cuz apparently the visa credit card receipt was different from the register receipt so im like wtf? and my manager says for me to call him when i get to the location. so yea i head out and i get lost because whoever took the order entered the wrong cross street intersection. I was at JFK and perris and was supposed to be at Kitching and cactus. -____- so it takes me about thirty minutes to get there then when i get there i call my manager and this long ass conversation goes down. felt sorry for the customer cuz he had to wait a while for his pizza buhh hey it wasnt my fault. so total it took me about an hour from start to finish. wow lol
AFTER Work:
I went home and changed. then drove to my dad's friend, Jean's, house. cuz vanessa was over there and i wanted to chill with her. When i got there my dad was like Marc why u here? (he was lowkey trying to get me to say im here to see vanessa) haha i was like cuz im hungry? hahah and Jean's wife elizabeth is like "good answer!" haha
so yea it was chill. i had some bomb pancit and pinakbet(dont know if i spelled that right) some strawberries and othere fooodds :D it was good. Finished reading ch.4 of vanessas book with vanessa lol i was trying to act out the characters. I also played some wii fit i think? that obstacle course is no joke nigga lol. then I taught vanessa how to drive stick shift. haha she died so many times ohh and one of them was the smoothest die ive ever felt haha. She gots it she just need some practice :)
It was super cold afterward and i didnt have a jacket -___- vanessas side kept some of me warm tho lol.
Then her parents say were leaving in two minutes and it ends up being like twenty haha.
then when they leave my dad asks me is vanessa your girlfriend now? and im like no haha and hes like just kiss her and thats it lol and i was like is that how you and mom did and he was like yea she liked it. hhahaha
Walmart:
Went to walmart for some face wash since i was out and fuckk long as line. took me thirty minutes to buy my face wash it sucked. :(
Saw Christina working :D haha
so yea today was coo. nice ass view, almost fixed crystals car, work was somewhat interesting haha, Jean's house with vanessa :), then stupid walmart haha
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Was pretty awesome. Thanks again Crystal for taking me up there.
So yea I drove to crystals house then she drove to the mountain. When we got there Me and Crystal hike up the back trail which was a freaking dirt trail and super steep. WE kept slippin. Like literally at one point we were crawling lol. then Crystal slips and starts sliding down the trail lol lucky for her i caught her arm haha. then I told her we should go walk along the grass part of the trail that way we dont slip on the dirt. so yea we shoulda done that from the start.
It was a beautiful view :)
Only bad part about it was the many many many bugs and the fact a bug flew into my eye buhh i barely blocked it with my eyelid and that mother fucker stung it. haha i looked stupid saying ahh haha and swiping at my eyelid. Crystal got nasty bug bites all over her legos haha.
All in all super chill hike. it was fun and it was a beautiful View :D
Makes me wanna get a camera :D
buh yeaa after that we met up with daniel and me and daniel tried to fix crystal's overheating miata. we somewhat fixed it buh not all the way.
Crystal had to go to work so we just gave her back the car i dropped daniel home and then i went home. showered and then got ready for work. 6-8 shift.
Work:
TONS OF DISHES right when i get on the clock. super lines and everything is busy. :)
Ohhh i got this weird ass customer over the phone today. I answered the phone saying "thank you for calling round table pizza moreno valley would you like to try one of our classic specialty pizzas for just 16.99" and she was like "ohhh great I was just going to ask you that. What are your specials?" i responded saying "well we have a large double pepperoni pizza and an extra large big vinnie pizza both for 12.99" and she was like "ohh okay so its a double..okay ohhh okay and oooh ohhkay its a double.. ohh and did you say... ohh okay and ohh uhh u said ohh okay so u said... okay okay..." basically she kept stuttering and it took her like 30 seconds to like finally repeat what i have just said to her haha.
soo yea phones and dishes for my first hours then i get a delivery :) yayyy delivery. Turns out this one is all retarded just like that customer cuz apparently the visa credit card receipt was different from the register receipt so im like wtf? and my manager says for me to call him when i get to the location. so yea i head out and i get lost because whoever took the order entered the wrong cross street intersection. I was at JFK and perris and was supposed to be at Kitching and cactus. -____- so it takes me about thirty minutes to get there then when i get there i call my manager and this long ass conversation goes down. felt sorry for the customer cuz he had to wait a while for his pizza buhh hey it wasnt my fault. so total it took me about an hour from start to finish. wow lol
AFTER Work:
I went home and changed. then drove to my dad's friend, Jean's, house. cuz vanessa was over there and i wanted to chill with her. When i got there my dad was like Marc why u here? (he was lowkey trying to get me to say im here to see vanessa) haha i was like cuz im hungry? hahah and Jean's wife elizabeth is like "good answer!" haha
so yea it was chill. i had some bomb pancit and pinakbet(dont know if i spelled that right) some strawberries and othere fooodds :D it was good. Finished reading ch.4 of vanessas book with vanessa lol i was trying to act out the characters. I also played some wii fit i think? that obstacle course is no joke nigga lol. then I taught vanessa how to drive stick shift. haha she died so many times ohh and one of them was the smoothest die ive ever felt haha. She gots it she just need some practice :)
It was super cold afterward and i didnt have a jacket -___- vanessas side kept some of me warm tho lol.
Then her parents say were leaving in two minutes and it ends up being like twenty haha.
then when they leave my dad asks me is vanessa your girlfriend now? and im like no haha and hes like just kiss her and thats it lol and i was like is that how you and mom did and he was like yea she liked it. hhahaha
Walmart:
Went to walmart for some face wash since i was out and fuckk long as line. took me thirty minutes to buy my face wash it sucked. :(
Saw Christina working :D haha
so yea today was coo. nice ass view, almost fixed crystals car, work was somewhat interesting haha, Jean's house with vanessa :), then stupid walmart haha
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
So SOOO HAPPY :D
As the Title says.. im "so SOOO HAPPY :D"
cuz today I fixed my car :D After a long Month trying to figure out what could be wrong and take frustrating steps and putting forth the time to fix it too only come up empty handed is now long gone :D. soo yeee
Thought today was gonna be lame cuz as i get out of class today my manager calls me and tells me im supposed to be scheduled today buh since the computer fucked up on the schedule it wasnt printed on there for me to see. so yeaa it bummed me out cuz i was going to take out vanessa and melina even tho i dont know any nice places in moreno valley haha. buh yeaa i was kinda bummed. then i was also sad cuz i was going to drop a hundred dollars on this car part. Since ive only experienced failures on the car so far i wasnt to optimistic about this. However me and others have put in alot of analysis and thought into that this key part maybe the leading cause for the way my engine has been fucking running like shit. so i was like whatever i bought it. plugeed it in turned on the car. :DYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
it worked!!!
wooot wooot
time to pop bottles and drink some beer lol
buh yeaa im sooo happy now
THen Axl came over then we went to vanessas house and melina was there. We played uno. I kept skippin axl because i felt like that was my purpose in life (at that time we were playing uno lol). it was fun then i had work -___-
it sucked that they let me off early because it was slow. buh fuckk it i didnt wanna be there anyways ;) haha
so i was sorta happy i got off work today
overall i thought today wasnt going to be the greatest day buh it turned out to be one of the bestest days. that overall feeling of happiness. :) something that only comes once in a while came today. It made my day and my life so much better.
Thanks to those who all tried helping me fix my car :)
just to name a few Chris, Greg, Axl, Daniel, Cap(spyderchat.com), and ian thanks :D
so that was my day
school
car
vanessa
work
home
Highlights of the day
CAR! Axl and Vanessa
Hope you guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
cuz today I fixed my car :D After a long Month trying to figure out what could be wrong and take frustrating steps and putting forth the time to fix it too only come up empty handed is now long gone :D. soo yeee
Thought today was gonna be lame cuz as i get out of class today my manager calls me and tells me im supposed to be scheduled today buh since the computer fucked up on the schedule it wasnt printed on there for me to see. so yeaa it bummed me out cuz i was going to take out vanessa and melina even tho i dont know any nice places in moreno valley haha. buh yeaa i was kinda bummed. then i was also sad cuz i was going to drop a hundred dollars on this car part. Since ive only experienced failures on the car so far i wasnt to optimistic about this. However me and others have put in alot of analysis and thought into that this key part maybe the leading cause for the way my engine has been fucking running like shit. so i was like whatever i bought it. plugeed it in turned on the car. :DYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
it worked!!!
wooot wooot
time to pop bottles and drink some beer lol
buh yeaa im sooo happy now
THen Axl came over then we went to vanessas house and melina was there. We played uno. I kept skippin axl because i felt like that was my purpose in life (at that time we were playing uno lol). it was fun then i had work -___-
it sucked that they let me off early because it was slow. buh fuckk it i didnt wanna be there anyways ;) haha
so i was sorta happy i got off work today
overall i thought today wasnt going to be the greatest day buh it turned out to be one of the bestest days. that overall feeling of happiness. :) something that only comes once in a while came today. It made my day and my life so much better.
Thanks to those who all tried helping me fix my car :)
just to name a few Chris, Greg, Axl, Daniel, Cap(spyderchat.com), and ian thanks :D
so that was my day
school
car
vanessa
work
home
Highlights of the day
CAR! Axl and Vanessa
Hope you guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Depressing
How my car isnt running good and the mechanic wants like 1250 to fix it. so far ive been fixing it with some friends whenever were all available. so far spent like 200 bucks buh still not running good. Almost there tho. I just miss driving it soo much it kills just driving the camry everyday. Its been like three weeks that ive gone without it. lol im like addicted to driving my car haha. buh heyy i love it :D and i cant wait to have it back up and running. toyotafest 2010 :D april 17th
however :D
on the bright sideeee ive been doing me and been really thinking about what i really want in life. :)
First things first.
I gotta get my car running
Fix it up while i get fitted
Have my belly toned out for summer beach time :D
then just doooo work in school
till i find her :)
then my lifes complete. I already found the homies fo life foo lol so thats all i need to work on from here on out :D
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
however :D
on the bright sideeee ive been doing me and been really thinking about what i really want in life. :)
First things first.
I gotta get my car running
Fix it up while i get fitted
Have my belly toned out for summer beach time :D
then just doooo work in school
till i find her :)
then my lifes complete. I already found the homies fo life foo lol so thats all i need to work on from here on out :D
Hope You Guys Enjoyed
PEACE<3
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Daily Update
Today I fell asleep at round 2am dont remember buh fuckkk that shit killed me when i woke up this morning at 6:30am. i didnt hop out of bed till like 6:45am. fuckkk
Anyways im sore all over from working out yesterday and i dont even feel skinnier cuz i ate like 12 tacos last night hahaha. "eyy it was good" ;) (my winks aint as cute as cynthias tho).
got ready ate my pork chops and rice went to anatomy lab and found out i missed like five on my quiz I was pissed!!! they were like stoopid ass mistakes ughhh i can ace this class gotta put my back into it!! haha so yaa
Anatomy Lab:
so me and my lab partners had to do a blood experiment. Basically we had to prick our own fingers and drip a drop of blood onto a slide and examine the bloodcells under 5%NaCl, .9%NaCl and distilled water. haha I was like sitting there thinking in my head fuckk fuckk fuckk idk if i can prick my own finger. Honestly i was being a lil pussy not wanted to prick my finger with this needle. Actually i think this whole procedure made it even more scary cuz the tool we used kinda felt like a gun (it didnt look like a gun) but it looked like a loaded needle shot!. Like it had a spring in it to shoot something (the needle) anddd then there was a button (the trigger). TELL ME THAT DOESNT SEEM LIKE YOUR KINDA SHOOTING YOURSELF. well anyways thats what i was thinking as i was holding it to my thumb. soo im the only guy in my group and I had to man up soo fuck it I shot that shit. Ohhhhhhh i felt it buhhh it didnt hurt. :)
I felt brave :)
New Exhaust :)
so ive been waiting a while for my exhaust to show up while others whove ordered with me have already gotten theirs and actually installed it -___- so i give the guy a call (cuz first of all i dont even have a tracking number he wrote down my email address wrong) and he says it should be here later today. soo im waiting ya know with my window open and everytime i hear a truck id look out and to my disapointment nothing.... Then i hear another truck coming so i go to the window and MORE EXCITEMENT FILLS IN ME because i see a fed ex truck (its beeing sent by fed ex). Thats when i watch it drive past my house. In my head i was thinking "ohh hes gonna come back around" then he starts driving towards my house again so i get excited hahah and then they just drive off. so now im sad and pissed at the world hahah getting my hopes up for nothing haha so i fall asleep then i wake up about 15 minutes or so later and hear a doorbell ring i run down stairs and YAYYYYYY i got my exhaust :D
yeeeeeeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaaa
Then I went to work made enough money in tip brought a free pizza to davids house and saw gil, dre, and jose gallo. We shared the pizza it was fire.
They left me and dave went to walmart bought some things then played some texas hold em :) I know how to play now :)
overall good day
install day for the exhaust will be on friday :)
Hoped you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
Anyways im sore all over from working out yesterday and i dont even feel skinnier cuz i ate like 12 tacos last night hahaha. "eyy it was good" ;) (my winks aint as cute as cynthias tho).
got ready ate my pork chops and rice went to anatomy lab and found out i missed like five on my quiz I was pissed!!! they were like stoopid ass mistakes ughhh i can ace this class gotta put my back into it!! haha so yaa
Anatomy Lab:
so me and my lab partners had to do a blood experiment. Basically we had to prick our own fingers and drip a drop of blood onto a slide and examine the bloodcells under 5%NaCl, .9%NaCl and distilled water. haha I was like sitting there thinking in my head fuckk fuckk fuckk idk if i can prick my own finger. Honestly i was being a lil pussy not wanted to prick my finger with this needle. Actually i think this whole procedure made it even more scary cuz the tool we used kinda felt like a gun (it didnt look like a gun) but it looked like a loaded needle shot!. Like it had a spring in it to shoot something (the needle) anddd then there was a button (the trigger). TELL ME THAT DOESNT SEEM LIKE YOUR KINDA SHOOTING YOURSELF. well anyways thats what i was thinking as i was holding it to my thumb. soo im the only guy in my group and I had to man up soo fuck it I shot that shit. Ohhhhhhh i felt it buhhh it didnt hurt. :)
I felt brave :)
New Exhaust :)
so ive been waiting a while for my exhaust to show up while others whove ordered with me have already gotten theirs and actually installed it -___- so i give the guy a call (cuz first of all i dont even have a tracking number he wrote down my email address wrong) and he says it should be here later today. soo im waiting ya know with my window open and everytime i hear a truck id look out and to my disapointment nothing.... Then i hear another truck coming so i go to the window and MORE EXCITEMENT FILLS IN ME because i see a fed ex truck (its beeing sent by fed ex). Thats when i watch it drive past my house. In my head i was thinking "ohh hes gonna come back around" then he starts driving towards my house again so i get excited hahah and then they just drive off. so now im sad and pissed at the world hahah getting my hopes up for nothing haha so i fall asleep then i wake up about 15 minutes or so later and hear a doorbell ring i run down stairs and YAYYYYYY i got my exhaust :D
yeeeeeeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaaa
Then I went to work made enough money in tip brought a free pizza to davids house and saw gil, dre, and jose gallo. We shared the pizza it was fire.
They left me and dave went to walmart bought some things then played some texas hold em :) I know how to play now :)
overall good day
install day for the exhaust will be on friday :)
Hoped you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Feb 26th 2010
Wack ass Day
Sooo today was a wack day.. well most of it was buh later on it wasnt too bad. I guess i considered it as a wack day cuz i had like a grip of negatives in a row. Or was I just thinking to negatively? Anyways heres what happened
Wells Fargo!
Soo I woke up and my mom is like Marc u hab to red dis.
im like barely waking up "read what mom?"
shes like "your wells Fargo"
"what about it?
and she says "they are charging you"
In my head im saying "what the fuck why are they charging me i only have like 92 cents in it. I didnt spend any money with it because theres only 92 cents. the fuckkk!"
sooo i had to go to wells fargo today and clear some shit up. Thank god I didnt have to pay no overdraft fees. :D it was like 60 bucks for a 12.99 over draft.
so that was my first wack thing today.
Then I came home and noticed that the alarm went off while i was at the bank and sooo we got fined for sending out a false alarm. Basically the alarm went off the alarm called us if we were alright and since i wasnt home to tell them we were alright they had a police officer come by to inspect and found out i wasnt home and fined us for a false alarm. -____-
soo now im all just frustrated so i knock out on my bed for a few hours after playing the drums :D
BLASE!!!
so i wake up like an hour before work which is around like 4pm and my sister asks me to watch blase for a while because shes is going to go to walmart to pick up some papers then buy some food for her and blase. and im like alright i will.
sighhh so im taking a shit on the toilet while blase is watching tv and i hear my sister leave and blase starts mumbling then theres this silence.... so i finish up like five minutes later haha and i notice that the front door is open. and im like shiiit soo i call my sister hoping that blase is with her. she doesnt answer. so i just chill for a bit thinking that he must of begged my sister for him to go with her. till my sister texted me "heyy imma get some food really quick" and im like is blase with you and shes like "no he should be watching that tv show" and i was like SHIIIIT!!!!!
hahah soo basically blase ran out of the house thinking no one was home so he tried looking for us. -_____- as im walking down the street im looking around and i see a cop car and im like fuckkkk they already called the cops. haha then the police car rolls up on me and starts questioning me and was like sorry to do all this but i just gotta make sure you live there and that your his uncle and that your not some child molester! :o hahah he was like because there are child molesters in your area. double :o :o shit!! im locking my dooors hahaha
soo yea freaking blase...
Work:
Was hella busyy. Corporate predicted that we hit 10,000 dollars cuz of the ten dollar large pizza deal we have going on buhhh we only hit 7000. which is still alot of pizza. hahah soo umm i worked for like five hours straight and didnt have no break and i was fucking hungry ass fuckkk. buh since we were busy people on the make line were fuckin up so we had like three pizzas in the back. so i was like grubbing the whole time while i was washing dishes :D and i even took home five large pizzas :D (axl took em) haha
and that was the highlight of the day :D
Hope you guys enjoyed
Peace<3
Sooo today was a wack day.. well most of it was buh later on it wasnt too bad. I guess i considered it as a wack day cuz i had like a grip of negatives in a row. Or was I just thinking to negatively? Anyways heres what happened
Wells Fargo!
Soo I woke up and my mom is like Marc u hab to red dis.
im like barely waking up "read what mom?"
shes like "your wells Fargo"
"what about it?
and she says "they are charging you"
In my head im saying "what the fuck why are they charging me i only have like 92 cents in it. I didnt spend any money with it because theres only 92 cents. the fuckkk!"
sooo i had to go to wells fargo today and clear some shit up. Thank god I didnt have to pay no overdraft fees. :D it was like 60 bucks for a 12.99 over draft.
so that was my first wack thing today.
Then I came home and noticed that the alarm went off while i was at the bank and sooo we got fined for sending out a false alarm. Basically the alarm went off the alarm called us if we were alright and since i wasnt home to tell them we were alright they had a police officer come by to inspect and found out i wasnt home and fined us for a false alarm. -____-
soo now im all just frustrated so i knock out on my bed for a few hours after playing the drums :D
BLASE!!!
so i wake up like an hour before work which is around like 4pm and my sister asks me to watch blase for a while because shes is going to go to walmart to pick up some papers then buy some food for her and blase. and im like alright i will.
sighhh so im taking a shit on the toilet while blase is watching tv and i hear my sister leave and blase starts mumbling then theres this silence.... so i finish up like five minutes later haha and i notice that the front door is open. and im like shiiit soo i call my sister hoping that blase is with her. she doesnt answer. so i just chill for a bit thinking that he must of begged my sister for him to go with her. till my sister texted me "heyy imma get some food really quick" and im like is blase with you and shes like "no he should be watching that tv show" and i was like SHIIIIT!!!!!
hahah soo basically blase ran out of the house thinking no one was home so he tried looking for us. -_____- as im walking down the street im looking around and i see a cop car and im like fuckkkk they already called the cops. haha then the police car rolls up on me and starts questioning me and was like sorry to do all this but i just gotta make sure you live there and that your his uncle and that your not some child molester! :o hahah he was like because there are child molesters in your area. double :o :o shit!! im locking my dooors hahaha
soo yea freaking blase...
Work:
Was hella busyy. Corporate predicted that we hit 10,000 dollars cuz of the ten dollar large pizza deal we have going on buhhh we only hit 7000. which is still alot of pizza. hahah soo umm i worked for like five hours straight and didnt have no break and i was fucking hungry ass fuckkk. buh since we were busy people on the make line were fuckin up so we had like three pizzas in the back. so i was like grubbing the whole time while i was washing dishes :D and i even took home five large pizzas :D (axl took em) haha
and that was the highlight of the day :D
Hope you guys enjoyed
Peace<3
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
LACMA
WAS DOPE. Thanks for inviting me there axl :)
I suggest everyone go there. Theres something interesting for every eye out there.
Mission LACMA:
So its me kevin and axl. Axl is driving the corolla and when he comes and picks me up he says were already running late and we still have to pick up kevin D: omg. hahah so we finally pick up kevin and now were on our way.
Axl lets his teacher know that hes going to be late and stuff.. till we get lost in downtown LA that we get there much later like almost 3 hours late i think? or was it two? anyways we were fucking late as fuckkkk.
For clarification purposes: We went to LACMA for axls Art class. they had to go for an assignment and his teacher said he could bring some friends. so me and kevin got in for free :D yeeeeyaaa
The bee Sting:
Sooo were driving around dtown LA with the windows down. I felt this like leaf thing hit my face and get stuck on me and thought it was just a leaf that got caught on my face. I was thinking the wind would just blow it off or something till i noticed that the wind wasnt blowing off the leaf. So i tried to knock it out with my hand. I touched it but it didnt come off and thats when i felt it move and then this burning pain on my CHEEEK i started screaming and wailing "its a beee fuck ahhhh it got me fuckkk dammit it burnssss" haha and axl is laughing and so with kevin and im like slappy my face silly looking dummb as fuckkk hahah and they are just laughing till i finally swat that shit next to axl he starts trippin and actually took his eyes off the road and stared at the bee "get it away!! get it away!" haha
i got a napkin and threw that bee out the fucking window. OMG that sting was horrible. and it scared the shit out of me. hahaha
Lost:
kk so here we are lost in dtown La so we decide fuck it were so late already theres no point in rushing why not stop and look around? so thats what we did haha
we found these chairs and so we sat on em and took some pics then this bumm came out of no where and started scolding us. i was scared i thought he was going to just start beating up on axl and kevin
I suggest everyone go there. Theres something interesting for every eye out there.
Mission LACMA:
So its me kevin and axl. Axl is driving the corolla and when he comes and picks me up he says were already running late and we still have to pick up kevin D: omg. hahah so we finally pick up kevin and now were on our way.
Axl lets his teacher know that hes going to be late and stuff.. till we get lost in downtown LA that we get there much later like almost 3 hours late i think? or was it two? anyways we were fucking late as fuckkkk.
For clarification purposes: We went to LACMA for axls Art class. they had to go for an assignment and his teacher said he could bring some friends. so me and kevin got in for free :D yeeeeyaaa
The bee Sting:
Sooo were driving around dtown LA with the windows down. I felt this like leaf thing hit my face and get stuck on me and thought it was just a leaf that got caught on my face. I was thinking the wind would just blow it off or something till i noticed that the wind wasnt blowing off the leaf. So i tried to knock it out with my hand. I touched it but it didnt come off and thats when i felt it move and then this burning pain on my CHEEEK i started screaming and wailing "its a beee fuck ahhhh it got me fuckkk dammit it burnssss" haha and axl is laughing and so with kevin and im like slappy my face silly looking dummb as fuckkk hahah and they are just laughing till i finally swat that shit next to axl he starts trippin and actually took his eyes off the road and stared at the bee "get it away!! get it away!" haha
i got a napkin and threw that bee out the fucking window. OMG that sting was horrible. and it scared the shit out of me. hahaha
Lost:
kk so here we are lost in dtown La so we decide fuck it were so late already theres no point in rushing why not stop and look around? so thats what we did haha
we found these chairs and so we sat on em and took some pics then this bumm came out of no where and started scolding us. i was scared i thought he was going to just start beating up on axl and kevin
February 11th 2010!!
This post is super late. buhh looking at these pictures again made me wanna retell memoirs of what happened that night :D
haha
HERE WE GOO!!!
Starting off the night with some yager!! haha
Then came the BeerPONG.
Note me and axl already had a shot of yager then while were playing beer pong were sippin on a beer. its our lil "pre-game warmup" :D
Ohhh sooo me and axl won this game apparently. We were soo fucked up we kept missing to the left and to the right. Same with the opponents. We were both one cup each. thennn after a long ass stalemate me and axl started fucking around doing jumpshots, shooting from long range, doing tricks, everything you could possibly do for fun lol. Then axl Jumps up in the air says "SUPER SAIYAN!!" and with great force he chucks the ball and hits the opponents cup and knocks it over. So yay i guesss we win hahahah.
ohhh and he just got fucked up all night long haha
Me and Marvveeeee
I think this pic shows that the alcohol is starting to influence our behaviors
so it seems like everyone is gone now haha
Biggyjiggy's signature pose :D
yeee when i smile like this dont let me drive home
lol theres the smile and I attempted my POSE haha
The others started to catch on to it
Drunks singing karaoke!
i love this pic haha
This is what a drunk looks like singing karaoke he poses with his beer
Hes soo drunk lol
All he was saying that night "Wheres my Phone?!"
"Wheres my Phone?!"
Denny's
Starting to sober up buh not really
Hes still gone
He would fall asleep on the fucking thingyy haha so we all decided to take pics with him :)
The only pic where i didnt do my pose hahah
Well that was it we all fell asleep in random places and got home in the morning at 7am
Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
haha
HERE WE GOO!!!
Starting off the night with some yager!! haha
Then came the BeerPONG.
Note me and axl already had a shot of yager then while were playing beer pong were sippin on a beer. its our lil "pre-game warmup" :D
Ohhh sooo me and axl won this game apparently. We were soo fucked up we kept missing to the left and to the right. Same with the opponents. We were both one cup each. thennn after a long ass stalemate me and axl started fucking around doing jumpshots, shooting from long range, doing tricks, everything you could possibly do for fun lol. Then axl Jumps up in the air says "SUPER SAIYAN!!" and with great force he chucks the ball and hits the opponents cup and knocks it over. So yay i guesss we win hahahah.
ohhh and he just got fucked up all night long haha
Me and Marvveeeee
I think this pic shows that the alcohol is starting to influence our behaviors
so it seems like everyone is gone now haha
Biggyjiggy's signature pose :D
yeee when i smile like this dont let me drive home
lol theres the smile and I attempted my POSE haha
The others started to catch on to it
Drunks singing karaoke!
i love this pic haha
This is what a drunk looks like singing karaoke he poses with his beer
Hes soo drunk lol
All he was saying that night "Wheres my Phone?!"
"Wheres my Phone?!"
Denny's
Starting to sober up buh not really
Hes still gone
He would fall asleep on the fucking thingyy haha so we all decided to take pics with him :)
The only pic where i didnt do my pose hahah
Well that was it we all fell asleep in random places and got home in the morning at 7am
Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
Friday, February 19, 2010
Thats What You Get
I've always liked this song because of the melody rhythm and the drums hit me. The lyrics were also catchy haha buh ive never really looked into it untill Bethy told me to listen to the lyrics. Soo today as i was listening to this song i decided to look up the lyrics.
and Ive learned that this song is more than just "thats what you get when you let your heart win." Some may agree and some may not agree with me but either way whats my opinion is mine and whats yours is yours.
So with that said... I feel that this song is about a person who is trying to move on from a previous relationship yet the feelings of attachment keep bringing him/her back to the ex. And it also touches up on the thoughts that some may go through after a break up. For instance "I can't decide, You have made it harder/ just to go on/ And why, all the possibilities/ well i was wrong" explains how they have considered the possible ways to make the relationship better which brings hope back into the relationship only to realize that they were wrong.
idk tho haha. its a pretty deep piece of music.
but the lyrics that hit me the most is "I wonder, how am i supposed to feel/ When you're not here/ Cause I, burned every bridge I ever built/ When you were here" Basically the singer is saying What the fuck do i do now that were not together cuz when you and i were together it was only me and you no one else. Basically shes saying that she cut off or burned the bridges(relationships) with friends just so that no one would interfere.
I hope none of you guys are in a relationship like that. Its coo to have a girlfriend and bf but always try to keep it coo with everyone still. dont isolate yourselves or become distant its not really healthy fo ya. be balanced its more healthy psychologically speaking :)
kk
Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
and Ive learned that this song is more than just "thats what you get when you let your heart win." Some may agree and some may not agree with me but either way whats my opinion is mine and whats yours is yours.
So with that said... I feel that this song is about a person who is trying to move on from a previous relationship yet the feelings of attachment keep bringing him/her back to the ex. And it also touches up on the thoughts that some may go through after a break up. For instance "I can't decide, You have made it harder/ just to go on/ And why, all the possibilities/ well i was wrong" explains how they have considered the possible ways to make the relationship better which brings hope back into the relationship only to realize that they were wrong.
idk tho haha. its a pretty deep piece of music.
but the lyrics that hit me the most is "I wonder, how am i supposed to feel/ When you're not here/ Cause I, burned every bridge I ever built/ When you were here" Basically the singer is saying What the fuck do i do now that were not together cuz when you and i were together it was only me and you no one else. Basically shes saying that she cut off or burned the bridges(relationships) with friends just so that no one would interfere.
I hope none of you guys are in a relationship like that. Its coo to have a girlfriend and bf but always try to keep it coo with everyone still. dont isolate yourselves or become distant its not really healthy fo ya. be balanced its more healthy psychologically speaking :)
kk
Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
Another Day In my Life
As usual im writing again about another day in my life. so if your interested please read on :D haha
So I woke up today pissed. I was sleepy still buh had to go get ready for anatomy. Today was my second day if i had missed they probably wouldve dropped me since there are people still waiting to take my spot if in case i decide to drop or get dropped. so i got up brushed my stank breath(idk how to spell it). ate some eggs tomato and rice with some awakening tea. then i ate some more i forgot tho.
Anyways i was able to get to school a lil early so i decided stop by the bookstore so i can buy my lab manual. it was closed -___- so i power walked for nothing. Possitively speaking i did burn more calories. Lab was chill then lecture i was falling asleep haha. then i got this bomb sandwhich from the lil express cafeteria at the rcc moval campus and also bought one for study bud bethy. it was BOMB she got the roast beef and i got the ham with this molasses tasting looking rye bread. BOMB. haha
Im soo happy tho cuz i got my anatomy book which is originally 200 bucks for around 25 bucks. it was funny cuz i was at the bookstore and this lady tells me to go online to half.com and purchase it there its way cheaper. Basically half.com is an ebay kinda thing for books. so yea i check it out at the library and see the one for 25 bucks. i decide to get it so i drive back home real quick. It turns out that the seller is in MOVAL so im like hell yeaaa i purchase it.
now while im shitting i get a call from tye. "yo marc did you buy a book from half.com" and im like yea? and hes like haha "brians brother is the one thats selling it ill drop it off right now" haha so i got to see tye today and get my book the same day and save about 120 bucks. :D
and thats just a lil bit bout my day
Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
So I woke up today pissed. I was sleepy still buh had to go get ready for anatomy. Today was my second day if i had missed they probably wouldve dropped me since there are people still waiting to take my spot if in case i decide to drop or get dropped. so i got up brushed my stank breath(idk how to spell it). ate some eggs tomato and rice with some awakening tea. then i ate some more i forgot tho.
Anyways i was able to get to school a lil early so i decided stop by the bookstore so i can buy my lab manual. it was closed -___- so i power walked for nothing. Possitively speaking i did burn more calories. Lab was chill then lecture i was falling asleep haha. then i got this bomb sandwhich from the lil express cafeteria at the rcc moval campus and also bought one for study bud bethy. it was BOMB she got the roast beef and i got the ham with this molasses tasting looking rye bread. BOMB. haha
Im soo happy tho cuz i got my anatomy book which is originally 200 bucks for around 25 bucks. it was funny cuz i was at the bookstore and this lady tells me to go online to half.com and purchase it there its way cheaper. Basically half.com is an ebay kinda thing for books. so yea i check it out at the library and see the one for 25 bucks. i decide to get it so i drive back home real quick. It turns out that the seller is in MOVAL so im like hell yeaaa i purchase it.
now while im shitting i get a call from tye. "yo marc did you buy a book from half.com" and im like yea? and hes like haha "brians brother is the one thats selling it ill drop it off right now" haha so i got to see tye today and get my book the same day and save about 120 bucks. :D
and thats just a lil bit bout my day
Hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Contemplating
Valentines day Lunch with Parents:
So today on the way home from BJ's with the parents. My dad talking bout money again and lately ive been feeling that im not up for nursing. Im not saying that i feel like I can't do it. Anyone can do anything. What im saying is im starting to think that maybe nursing isnt for me For the following reasons:
1. Im not a multitasker!
2. Im not clutch hahah
3. Its all about skill
Lemme clarify some things
Knowing myself, im Not good at multitasking. I tend to get focused on one thing and forget about others. As a nurse there are multiple patients that you must attend too. haha i dont want to forget about treating them. Yea i can easily write up a note and stuff to remind myself buh i think it would kinda stress me out cuz I like patterns and a set schedule. I know when imma be working as a nurse everyday could be a different schedule. This throws off my performance some how because it stresses me out haha.
I wouldnt want to be working on patients when im not performing my best.
Also nursing involves alot of skill in patient care. i know that when your on the job you do not experience or perform every single skill or practice you learned in nursing school. I need repetition in order to be very clutch and skillfull in my patient care. With that said, when im on the job, its expected that I can do everything buh since i dont do everything every single day routinely overtime my skill in patient care would not be very skillful in the end haha. Thats another stress that affects my performance. In addition to that any mistakes i make would make me liable and i could lose my liscense and get sued haha fuckk!
soo With all this thinking i thought about changing my major to nutrition :D
Why?
because no patient skill practices are needed. just doing paperwork and figuring out what patients should eat due to their circumstances. I find this a much easier and less stressful job as compared to a nurse. they both make about the same money sooo why not?
GAME PLAN
Imma get either one of these degrees if not all!
Cal State LA Bound :)
Nutritional Science B.S.
Nutritional Science with option in coordinated dietetics B.S.
Nutritional Science with option in Nutrition B.S.
Cal State LB Bound :)
Dietetics and Food Administration B.S. with food science option
Dietetics and Food Administration B.S. with Nutrition and Dietetics option
Cal State SF Bound :)
Diatetics B.S.
I havnt really decided which school i want to go to yet. buh they all sound really good :)
so this is where im at now
thanks for readin
hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
So today on the way home from BJ's with the parents. My dad talking bout money again and lately ive been feeling that im not up for nursing. Im not saying that i feel like I can't do it. Anyone can do anything. What im saying is im starting to think that maybe nursing isnt for me For the following reasons:
1. Im not a multitasker!
2. Im not clutch hahah
3. Its all about skill
Lemme clarify some things
Knowing myself, im Not good at multitasking. I tend to get focused on one thing and forget about others. As a nurse there are multiple patients that you must attend too. haha i dont want to forget about treating them. Yea i can easily write up a note and stuff to remind myself buh i think it would kinda stress me out cuz I like patterns and a set schedule. I know when imma be working as a nurse everyday could be a different schedule. This throws off my performance some how because it stresses me out haha.
I wouldnt want to be working on patients when im not performing my best.
Also nursing involves alot of skill in patient care. i know that when your on the job you do not experience or perform every single skill or practice you learned in nursing school. I need repetition in order to be very clutch and skillfull in my patient care. With that said, when im on the job, its expected that I can do everything buh since i dont do everything every single day routinely overtime my skill in patient care would not be very skillful in the end haha. Thats another stress that affects my performance. In addition to that any mistakes i make would make me liable and i could lose my liscense and get sued haha fuckk!
soo With all this thinking i thought about changing my major to nutrition :D
Why?
because no patient skill practices are needed. just doing paperwork and figuring out what patients should eat due to their circumstances. I find this a much easier and less stressful job as compared to a nurse. they both make about the same money sooo why not?
GAME PLAN
Imma get either one of these degrees if not all!
Cal State LA Bound :)
Nutritional Science B.S.
Nutritional Science with option in coordinated dietetics B.S.
Nutritional Science with option in Nutrition B.S.
Cal State LB Bound :)
Dietetics and Food Administration B.S. with food science option
Dietetics and Food Administration B.S. with Nutrition and Dietetics option
Cal State SF Bound :)
Diatetics B.S.
I havnt really decided which school i want to go to yet. buh they all sound really good :)
so this is where im at now
thanks for readin
hope you guys enjoyed
PEACE<3
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Here We Go
So it turns out we can't afford our house payments. I've ignored this fact for quite a while. My mom's been in denial for quite a while and my Dad has just given up. Recession finally strikes!
Anyways tonight we've had a family discussion. My Dad is too sick to work and the stress is making him more sick each and every day. My mom knows it too but she still pressures my dad to work because we can't afford the house without him working. In compensation for this predicament, my sister has decided take over the house payments once she graduates nursing school, Spring 2010. However, will we still have the house by then or will we lose the house while shes in the middle of her last semester of nursing school? Not only that but will she be able to land a job quick after she graduates? The chances of finding a job out there as a nurse has also become very slim due to national debts and that not many people have jobs anymore they cannot pay for their health bills. In addition to that because the job possitions are getting slimmer the employers are going to hire those with more experience.
Basically our only means of keeping our house is in the hands of my sister.
Of course there are other options but this option seems to be the most realistic.
As for me, this situation just stresses me out because FINALLY I got the car I have been wanting for a long time. And also I got a job to fix it up like i wanted to and get fitted. But this situation puts me at a stand still. Should i fix up my car? if we lose the house my car will not have any garage to stay fresh and itll just rot and ill waste my money. Whats the point of having fresh clothes if i MIGHT need the money for school supplies. Basically it stresses me out to finally get to the point where i have the chance to obtain what ive been wanting and not be able to do it because i need to use the money for other things such as school. In other words ive been longing to live this way for a long time since middle school. I want the money the cars the clothes because i have never had it handed to me. I did a couple times have some shopping days buhh they were only short lived. I always had to mix up last years with a couple of new years with some fits from three years ago. To this day i still were clothes from seventh grade.
It sucks to finally be able to do what you want and be held back by something like this.
So i thought about todays discussion. Inspired from my sister's lil speech about how this is not about me anymore this about Blase and his Future. Hes going to be Five. I want to be a good mom and im doing this all for Blase. I too want to be a good father someday so its set!
Priorities: School, visit God, Work, and Nursing school
This is 2010. Last year was 2009. I am capable of doing anything. I have it in me. I just need to let it out. Everything will come in time. Just as these years have gone by quick so will this hardship.
Short-term Goals: six pack by summer, get A's in Nursing pre-requisites and work on drumming rudiments
Long Term Goals: Graduate rcc with an Associates in Science Degree, Associates in Math and Science Degree, and an Associates in Nursing Degree; tear it up on the drumset, Get my BS in nursing from Fullerton, UCLA, San Bernardino, or LongBeach. Possibly get my MS in nursing
Here we Go 2010!
Anyways tonight we've had a family discussion. My Dad is too sick to work and the stress is making him more sick each and every day. My mom knows it too but she still pressures my dad to work because we can't afford the house without him working. In compensation for this predicament, my sister has decided take over the house payments once she graduates nursing school, Spring 2010. However, will we still have the house by then or will we lose the house while shes in the middle of her last semester of nursing school? Not only that but will she be able to land a job quick after she graduates? The chances of finding a job out there as a nurse has also become very slim due to national debts and that not many people have jobs anymore they cannot pay for their health bills. In addition to that because the job possitions are getting slimmer the employers are going to hire those with more experience.
Basically our only means of keeping our house is in the hands of my sister.
Of course there are other options but this option seems to be the most realistic.
As for me, this situation just stresses me out because FINALLY I got the car I have been wanting for a long time. And also I got a job to fix it up like i wanted to and get fitted. But this situation puts me at a stand still. Should i fix up my car? if we lose the house my car will not have any garage to stay fresh and itll just rot and ill waste my money. Whats the point of having fresh clothes if i MIGHT need the money for school supplies. Basically it stresses me out to finally get to the point where i have the chance to obtain what ive been wanting and not be able to do it because i need to use the money for other things such as school. In other words ive been longing to live this way for a long time since middle school. I want the money the cars the clothes because i have never had it handed to me. I did a couple times have some shopping days buhh they were only short lived. I always had to mix up last years with a couple of new years with some fits from three years ago. To this day i still were clothes from seventh grade.
It sucks to finally be able to do what you want and be held back by something like this.
So i thought about todays discussion. Inspired from my sister's lil speech about how this is not about me anymore this about Blase and his Future. Hes going to be Five. I want to be a good mom and im doing this all for Blase. I too want to be a good father someday so its set!
Priorities: School, visit God, Work, and Nursing school
This is 2010. Last year was 2009. I am capable of doing anything. I have it in me. I just need to let it out. Everything will come in time. Just as these years have gone by quick so will this hardship.
Short-term Goals: six pack by summer, get A's in Nursing pre-requisites and work on drumming rudiments
Long Term Goals: Graduate rcc with an Associates in Science Degree, Associates in Math and Science Degree, and an Associates in Nursing Degree; tear it up on the drumset, Get my BS in nursing from Fullerton, UCLA, San Bernardino, or LongBeach. Possibly get my MS in nursing
Here we Go 2010!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
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